“Just remember, if you have a fat 13-year-old who has a bad haircut telling you that you’re worthless, remind him that he’s stupid, and that Fall Out Boy isn’t the epitome of music (no disrespect).”
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Ever wonder what my creative process looks like? Wonder no more.
There’s a place in Scripture that’s been haunting me lately.
I’m really good at is pushing my emotions down deep deep inside of myself and saying that everything’s fine, and I’m “great!” when internally I feel like (in the words of Michael Gary Scott), “it feels like somebody took my heart and dropped it into a bucket of boiling tears..."
Do I love God, or my own theological version of God?
The older I get, the more I realize that this struggle will never go away, but it will be a continual battle of seeing myself as good enough, not succumbing to fear that I am is a failure, and doing things that give me life.
During this season of silence, discomfort, and seasonal depression, Advent could not come at a better time for me.
My entire life I’ve been fighting this battle of “Do It Self”.
I’m here to say one thing to fear: STUFF IT LIKE A CALZONE.
The more that I was creative, the less self-loathing and less self-doubt came with the creativity.
At the beginning of this year, I signed up to run a marathon on my birthday (04/16).
Right now I work at a high school cleaning poopy toilets (or being in “maintenance” if you want to make it sound fancy), being in classes, and am wrestling with finishing well with my classes.
I still huff and puff, I suck at pacing myself, and I look like a T-rex the way I swing my arms. With this in mind, this is for everyone to read, not just for runners.
I found a CD labeled, “I’M DONE”, which made me laugh, and put it on for a good laugh with some friends.
I love the show Seinfeld.
Noise. It seems like I can’t escape it. Even when I take my headphones out, I hear people laughing, people talking, people yelling, cars going by, construction happening, trains chiming, whistles blowing…noise.
We all have a story to tell. This is mine.
DJ $WÂGGŸ BĘÀTŻ is my dope DJ name.
Are you really good, or are you just saying that because it’s what you’re supposed to say?
Contrary to popular belief, men feel complex emotions and feel deeply.