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Kill the Ghost

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Kill the Ghost

“Just remember, if you have a fat 13-year-old who has a bad haircut telling you that you’re worthless, remind him that he’s stupid, and that Fall Out Boy isn’t the epitome of music (no disrespect).”

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Creativity Killer

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Creativity Killer

I’m really good at is pushing my emotions down deep deep inside of myself and saying that everything’s fine, and I’m “great!” when internally I feel like (in the words of Michael Gary Scott), “it feels like somebody took my heart and dropped it into a bucket of boiling tears..."

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Unconfident

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Unconfident

The older I get, the more I realize that this struggle will never go away, but it will be a continual battle of seeing myself as good enough, not succumbing to fear that I am is a failure, and doing things that give me life.

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400 Years

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400 Years

During this season of silence, discomfort, and seasonal depression, Advent could not come at a better time for me.

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Be Present

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Be Present

Right now I work at a high school cleaning poopy toilets (or being in “maintenance” if you want to make it sound fancy), being in classes, and am wrestling with finishing well with my classes.

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Move Forward

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Move Forward

I found a CD labeled, “I’M DONE”, which made me laugh, and put it on for a good laugh with some friends.

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Screaming World, Whispering God

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Screaming World, Whispering God

Noise. It seems like I can’t escape it. Even when I take my headphones out, I hear people laughing, people talking, people yelling, cars going by, construction happening, trains chiming, whistles blowing…noise.

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